Evening Thoughts or Daily Walking With God
by Octavius Winslow
1 January
…and as thy days, [so shall] thy strength [be]. - Deuteronomy 33:25
Christian, consider this new epoch of time, unfold a new page of your yet unwritten history, with the full, unwavering
conviction that God is faithful; that in all the negotiations, transactions, and events of the unknown future,
in all the diversified and fluctuating phases of experience through which you may pass, it will be your mercy to
do with Him of whom it is said, "It is impossible for God to lie." Oh, take this precious truth into
your heart, and it will shed a warm sunlight over all the landscape of your yet shadowy existence. "He abides
faithful: He cannot deny Himself." Standing yet within the solemn vestibule of this new and portentous year,
could our fluttering hearts find repose in a more appropriate or sweeter truth than the Divine faithfulness of
Him "with whom there is no variableness neither shadows of turning?" As a new period of time slowly rises
from the depths of the unknown and mysterious future, shrink we from its stern and solemn duties, its bosomed sorrows,
its deep and impenetrable decrees? Why shrink we? Infinite resources unveil their treasures upon its threshold.
Christ's atoning merits confront our vast demerit. Christ's boundless grace confronts our deep necessities. Christ's
promised presence confronts our sad and gloomy loneliness. Jesus thus filled with grace so overflowing, with love
so tender, with sympathy so exquisite, with power so illimitable, with resources so boundless, with a nature so
changeless, stands before us and says to each trembling heart, "Fear not!" We commence a new march under
his convoy. We prepare for a new conflict with his armor. We renew our pilgrimage with fresh supplies of "angels'
food," affording nourishment for the present and pledges for the future. For that future do not be needlessly,
unbelievingly anxious. It is all in God's hands. He would that you should live each day upon Him as a little child-simple
in your faith, unshaken in your confidence, clinging in your love. Let each morning's petition be-ever linking
it with the precious name of Jesus-"My Father! Give me this day my daily bread." Then shall the promise
be fulfilled, and its fulfillment shall be the immediate answer to your prayer-"As your days so shall your
strength be."
And let us, on this birthday of the year, renew each his personal and solemn dedication to God; supplicating forgiveness
for the past, and invoking grace to help in every time of need for the future. The atoning blood of Jesus! How
solemn and how precious is it at this moment! Bathed in it afresh, we will more supremely, unreservedly, and submissively
yield ourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead. We will travel to the open fountain, wash, and
be clean. Christ loves us to come as we are. We may approach all clothed with shame for the past, but not a reproving
look will dart from His eye, nor an upbraiding word will breathe from his lips. Nor shall abused and ill-requited
mercies past seal our lips from supplicating blessings for the future. "Open your month wide, and I will fill
it," is still the Divine promise and He who gave it has added a supplementary one, if possible, yet ampler
and richer, "Call unto me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things which you know not."
2 January
[Yet] the LORD will command his lovingkindness in the daytime, and in the night his song [shall be] with me, [and]
my prayer unto the God of my life. - Psalm 42:8
Songs in the night!-who can create them? Midnight harmony!-who can inspire it? God can, and God does. The "God
of all consolation," the "God who comforts those who are cast down;" the "God of hope,"
who causes the "bright and morning star" to rise upon the dreary landscape; the "God of peace, who
Himself gives peace, always and by all means;" even He, our Maker and Redeemer, gives songs in the night.
Music, at all times sweet, is the sweetest amid the sublimity of night. When in the solemn stillness that reigns-not
a breath rustling the leaves, and Echo herself slumbers-when in the darkness that enshrouds, the thoughts that
agitate, the gloomy phantoms that flit before the fancy like shadows dancing upon the wall, there breaks upon the
wakeful ear the soft notes of skillfully touched instruments, blending with the melting tones of well-tuned voices,
it is as though angels had come down to serenade and soothe the sad and jaded sons of earth. But there are songs
richer, and there is music sweeter still than theirs-the songs which God gives, and the music which Jesus inspires,
in the long dark night of the Christian's pilgrimage. A saint of God is, then, a happy man. He is often most so
when others deem him most miserable. When they, gazing with pity upon his adversities and his burdens, and silently
marking the conflict of thought and feeling passing within-compared with which external trial is but as the bubble
floating upon the surface-deem him a fit object of their commiseration and sympathy, even then there is a hidden
spring of joy, an under-current of peace, lying in the depths of the soul, which renders him, chastened and afflicted
though he is, a happy and an enviable man. "Blessed are those who mourn now, for they shall be comforted."
3 January
For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. - 1 Corinthians 2:2
Faith, picturing to its view the cross, the Holy Spirit engraving it on the heart in spiritual regeneration, the
whole soul receiving Him whom it lifts up, as its "wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption,"
gently and effectually transforms the spirit, that was chafed and restless, into the "meekness and gentleness
of Christ." Oh what calmness steals over his ruffled soul! Oh what peace flows into his troubled heart! Oh
what sunshine bathes in its bright beams his dark spirit, who, from the scenes of his conflict and his sorrow,
flees beneath the shadow and the shelter of the cross! The storm ceases-the deluge of his grief subsides-the Spirit,
dove-like, brings the message of hope and love-the soul, tempest-tossed, rests on the green mount, and one unbounded
spring clothes and encircles the landscape with its verdure and its beauty. Child, chastened by the Father's love,
look to the cross of your crucified Savior; and as you fix upon it your believing, ardent, adoring gaze, exclaim:
"Wearily for me you sought,
On the cross my soul you bought;
Lose not all for which you wrought."
What is your sorrow compared with Christ's? What is your grief gauged by your Lord's? Your Master has passed before
you, flinging the curse and the sin from your path, paving it with promises, carpeting it with love, and fencing
it around with the hedge of His divine perfections. Press onward, then, resisting your foe resolutely, bearing
your cross patiently, drinking your cup submissively, and learning, while sitting at the Savior's feet, or leaning
upon His bosom, to be like Him, "meek and lowly in heart."
4 January
Let my prayer be set forth before thee [as] incense; [and] the lifting up of my hands [as] the evening sacrifice.
- Psalm 141:2
This passage presents the Christian to our view in his holiest and most solemn posture-drawing near to God, and
presenting before the altar of His grace the incense of prayer. The typical reference to this is strikingly beautiful.
"You shall make an altar to burn incense upon . . . . . And Aaron shall burn thereon sweet incense every morning;
when he dresses the lamps, he shall burn incense upon it. And when Aaron lights the lamps at even, he shall burn
incense upon it, a perpetual incense before the Lord throughout your generations." That this incense was typical
of prayer would appear from Luke 1:10, "And the whole multitude of the people were praying without at the
time of incense." And David, though dwelling in the more shadowy age of the church, thus correctly and beautifully
interprets this type: "Let my prayer be set before you as incense."
But from where arises the incense of prayer ascending to the throne of the Eternal? Oh, it is from the heart. The
believer's renewed, sanctified heart is the censer from where the fragrant cloud ascends. True prayer is the incense
of a heart broken for sin, humbled for its iniquity, mourning over its plague, and touched, and healed, and comforted
with the atoning blood of God's great sacrifice. This is the true censer; this it is at which God looks. "For
the Lord sees not as man sees; for man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart."
Precious censer! Molded, fashioned, beautified by God. There exists not upon earth a more vile and unlovely thing,
in the self-searching view of the true believer, than his own heart. And yet -oh wondrous grace!-God, by his renewing
Spirit, has made of that heart a beautiful, costly, and precious censer, the cloud of whose incense ascends and
fills all heaven with its fragrance. With all its indwelling evil and self-loathing, God sees its struggles, watches
its conflict, and marks its sincerity. Not a feeling thrills it, not an emotion agitates it, not a sorrow shades
it, not a sin wounds it, not a thought passes through it, of which He is not cognizant. Believer! Jesus loves that
heart of your. He purchased it with his own heart's blood, agonies, and tears-and He loves it. It is His temple,
His home, His censer, and never can it approach Him in prayer, but He is prepared to accept both the censer and
incense with a complacency and delight which finds its best expression in the language of His own word, "I
will accept you with your sweet savor." And what shall we say of the fragrance of this incense? Oh, how much
have we yet to learn of the intrinsic sweetness of real prayer! We can but imperfectly conceive the fragrance there
must be to God in the breathing of the Divine Spirit in the heart of a poor sinner. It is perhaps but a groan-a
sigh-a tear-a look-but it is the utterance of the heart; and God can hear the voice of our weeping, and interpret
the language of our desires, when the lips utter not a word; so fragrant to Him is the incense of prayer. "Lord,
all my desire is before You, and my groaning is not hid from You."
5 January
And another angel came and stood at the altar, having a golden censer; and there was given unto him much incense,
that he should offer [it] with the prayers of all saints upon the golden altar which was before the throne. And
the smoke of the incense, [which came] with the prayers of the saints, ascended up before God out of the angel's
hand. - Revelation 8:3-4
This angel is none other than the Angel of the Covenant, Jesus, our great High Priest, who stands before the golden
altar in heaven, presenting the sweet incense of His divine merits and sacrificial death; the cloud of which ascends
before God "with the prayers of the saints." Oh, it is the merit of our Immanuel, "who gave Himself
for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling savor," that imparts virtue, prevalence, and
acceptableness to the incense of prayer ascending from the heart of the child of God. Each petition, each desire,
each groan, each sigh, each glance, comes up before God with the "smoke of the incense" which ascends
from the cross of Jesus, and from the "golden altar which is before the throne." All the imperfection
and impurity which mingles with our devotions here is separated from each petition by the atonement of our Mediator,
who presents that as sweet incense to God. See your Great High Priest before the throne! See Him waving the golden
censer to and fro! See how the cloud of incense rises and envelopes the throne! See how heaven is filled with its
fragrance and its glory! Believer in Jesus, upon the heart of that officiating High Priest your name is written;
in the smoke of the incense which has gone up from that waving censer your prayers are presented. Jesus' blood
cleanses them, Immanuel's merit perfumes them, and our glorious High Priest thus presents both our person and our
sacrifice to his Father and our Father, to His God and our God. Oh wonderful encouragement to prayer! Who, with
such an assurance that his weak, broken, and defiled, but sincere petitions shall find acceptance with God, would
not breathe them at the throne of grace. Go, in the name of Jesus; go, casting yourself upon the merit which fills
heaven with its fragrance; go, and pour out your grief, unveil your sorrow, confess your sin, sue out your pardon,
make known your needs, with your eye of faith upon the Angel who stands at the "golden altar which is before
the throne," and the incense which breathes from your oppressed and stricken heart will ascend up before God
out of the Angel's hand, as a cloud, rich, fragrant, and accepted.
6 January
Lo, he goeth by me, and I see [him] not: he passeth on also, but I perceive him not. Behold, he taketh away, who
can hinder him? who will say unto him, What doest thou? - Job 9:11-12
And is this the way of the Lord with you, my beloved? Are you bewildered at the mazes through which you are threading
your steps; at the involved circumstances of your present history? Deem yourself not alone in this. No mystery
has lighted upon your path but what is common to the one family of God: "This honor have all his saints."
The Shepherd is leading you, as all the flock is led, with a skillful hand, and in a right way. It is yours to
stand if He bids you, or to follow if He leads. "He gives no account of any of His matters," assuming
that His children have such confidence in His wisdom, and love, and uprightness, as in all the wonder-working of
His dealings with them, to "be still and know that He is God." Throw back a glance upon the past, and
see how little you have ever understood of all the way God has led you. What a mystery-perhaps now better explained-has
enveloped His whole proceedings! When Joseph, for example, was torn from the homestead of his father, sold, and
borne a slave into Egypt, not a syllable of that eventful page of his history could he spell. And yet God's way
with this His servant was perfect. And could Joseph have seen at the moment that he descended into the pit, where
he was cast by his envious brethren, all the future of his history as vividly and as palpably as be beheld it in
after years, while there would have been the conviction that all was well, we doubt not that faith would have lost
much of its vigor, and God much of His glory. And so with good old Jacob. The famine, the parting with Benjamin,
the menacing conduct of Pharaoh's prime minister, wrung the mournful expression from his lips, "All these
things are against me." All was veiled in deep and mournful mystery. Thus was it with Job, to whom God spoke
from the whirlwind that swept every vestige of affluence and domestic comfort from his dwelling. And thus, too,
with Naomi, when she exclaimed, "Call me not Naomi, call me Mara: for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly
with me. I went out full, and the Lord has brought me home again empty." That it is to the honor of God to
conceal, should in our view justify all His painful and humiliating procedure with us. "It is the glory of
God to conceal a thing," as it will be for His endless glory, by and by, fully to reveal it all. But there
is one thing, Christian sufferer, which He cannot conceal. He cannot conceal the love that forms the spring and
foundation of all His conduct with His saints. Do what He will, conceal as He may, be His chariot the thick clouds,
and His way in the deep sea, still His love betrays itself, disguised though it may be in dark and impenetrable
providence. There are under-tones, gentle and tender, in the roughest accents of our Joseph's voice. And he who
has an ear ever hearkening to the Lord shall often exclaim, "Speak, Lord, how and when and where you may-it
is the voice of my Beloved!"
7 January
The LORD [is] nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. - Psalm 34:18
The sacrifices of God [are] a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. - Psalm
51:17
There are those by whom a broken heart is despised. Satan despises it-though he trembles at it. The world despises
it-though it stands in awe of it. The Pharisee despises it-though he attempts its counterfeit. But there is one
who despises it not. "You will not despise it," exclaims the penitent child, with his eye upon the loving
heart of his God and Father. But why does God not only not despise it, but delights in and accepts it? Because
He sees in it a holy and a fragrant sacrifice. It is a sacrifice, because it is offered to God, and not to man.
It is an oblation laid upon His altar. Moses never presented such an oblation-Aaron never offered such a sacrifice
in all the gifts which he offered, in all the victims which he slew. And while some have cast their rich and splendid
gifts into the treasury, or have laid them ostentatiously upon the altar of Christian benevolence, God has stood
by the spot to which some poor penitent has brought his broken heart for sin, the incense of which has gone up
before Him as a most precious and fragrant sacrifice. Upon that oblation, upon that gift, His eye has been fixed,
as if one object, and one only, had arrested and absorbed His gaze-it was a poor broken heart that lay bleeding
and quivering upon His altar. It is a sacrifice, too, offered upon the basis of the atoning sacrifice of His dear
Son-the only sacrifice that satisfies Divine justice-and this makes it precious to God. So infinitely glorious
is the atonement of Jesus, so divine, so complete, and so honoring to every claim of His moral government, that
He accepts each sacrifice of prayer, of praise, of penitence, and of personal consecration, laid in faith by the
side and upon that one infinite sacrifice for sin. He recognizes in it, too, the work of His own Spirit. When the
Spirit of God moved upon the face of unformed nature, and a new world sprang into life, light, and beauty, He pronounced
it very good. But what must be His estimate of that new creation which His Spirit has wrought in the soul, whose
moral chaos He has reduced to life, light, and order!
But in what way does God evince His satisfaction with, and His delight in, the broken and contrite heart? We answer-first
by the manifestation of His power in healing it. "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."
"The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord has anointed me to preach good tidings to the meek:
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted." Never did a physician more delight to display his skill, or
exercise the benevolent feelings of his nature in the alleviation of suffering, than does Jesus in His work of
binding up and healing the heart broken for sin, by speaking a sense of pardon, and applying to it the balsam of
His own most precious blood. But our Lord not only heals the contrite heart, but, as if heaven had not sufficient
attraction as His dwelling-place, He comes down to earth, and makes that heart His abode. "Thus says the high
and lofty One, that inhabits Eternity, whose name is Holy, I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also who
is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite
ones." What, dear, humble penitent, could give you such a view of the interest which Christ takes in your
case-the delight with which He contemplates your contrition, and the welcome and the blessing which He is prepared
to bestow upon you, on your casting yourself down at His feet, as this fact, that He waits to make that sorrow-stricken
heart of yours His chief and loved abode-reviving it, healing it, and enshrining Himself forever within its renewed
and sanctified affections.
8 January
And brought them out, and said, Sirs, what must I do to be saved? And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ,
and thou shalt be saved, and thy house. - Acts 16:30-31
The faith of the child of God stands in the righteousness of the God-man Mediator-"the righteousness which
is of God by faith." This faith has not been inappropriately termed the "poor man's grace." It is
so because it comes to Jesus empty-handed. It travels to Christ in poverty and rags, in want and in woe. It is
the grace of him who, feeling the working of an inward plague, and repudiating all idea of human merit, appears
at the door of mercy, "poor in spirit," humbly knocking, and earnestly suing, and freely receiving, as
a pensioner, the blessing of sovereign grace. Oh, how glorious to the eye of such an one appears the righteousness
of the Incarnate God! How precious to his heart the atoning blood of Jesus! How suitable and attractive to his
view the foundation to which he is invited, and upon which, with the confidence of faith, he is encouraged to build
his assured hope of future glory! Who would not desire, and who would not seek, establishment in a faith like this?
A faith that can read its pardon in the blood-its justification in the righteousness-its sanctification in the
grace, and its security in the resurrection, life, and intercession of the great High Priest enthroned in heaven.
Oh, let a man's faith cling to this, and he is a saved man! And to be saved! Oh, how will eternity prolong the
swelling chant!-"Saved, for ever saved! A sinner the very chief-a saint the very least-a child the most unworthy!
Yet here, through grace, I am saved, forever saved!" Before the glory and importance of this salvation, oh,
how do fade and disappear the grandeur and the significance of all other objects! "How shall we escape, if
we neglect so great salvation?" "This is the record, that God has given to us eternal life, and this
life is in His Son. He that has the Son has life, and he that has not the Son has not life." But the faith
of the true believer is built upon Christ. It has Christ for its basis, Christ for its object, Christ for its beginning
and its end. It is built upon the Godhead of His person, the obedience of His life, and the vicariousness of His
death. He, who builds his faith short of Deity, builds upon the treacherous sand which the first heaving billow
sweeps from beneath his feet. We want, in the great matter of our salvation, Deity to become incarnate-Deity to
obey-Deity to atone-Deity to justify-Deity to uphold-Deity to comfort-and Deity to bring us at last to the glorious
abode of Deity, to dwell amid its splendors forever.
9 January
And when they had lifted up their eyes, they saw no man, save Jesus only. - Matthew 17:8
Is not this the motto of every true believer? Whom does his heart in its best moments, and holiest affections,
and intentest yearnings, supremely desire? The answer is, "Jesus only." Having by His Spirit enthroned
Himself there, having won the affections by the power of His love and the attractions of His beauty, the breathing
of the soul now is, "Whom have I in heaven but You, and who is there on earth that I desire beside You?"
Blessed is that soul, the utterances of whose heart are the sincere and fervent expressions of a love of which
Christ is the one and supreme object! Oh, to love Him more! Worthy, most worthy is He of our first and best affections.
Angels love Him ardently and supremely; how much more should we, who owe to Him a deeper debt of love than they!
Let the love of Christ, then, constrain us to love Him, in return, with an affection which shall evince, by the
singleness of its object and the unreserved surrender of its obedience, that He who reigns the sovereign Lord of
our affections is-"Jesus only."
In all the spiritual circumstances of the believer's history, it is still "Jesus only." In the corrodings
of guilt upon the conscience, in the cloud which veils the reconciled countenance of God from the soul, where are
we to look, save to "Jesus only"? In the mournful consciousness of our unfaithfulness to God, of our
aggravated backslidings, repeated departures, the allowed foils and defeats by which our enemies exult, and the
saints hang their heads in sorrow, to whom are we to turn, but to "Jesus only"? In the cares, anxieties,
and perplexities which gather around our path, in the consequent castings-down of our soul, and in the disquietude
of our spirit within us, to whom shall we turn, but to "Jesus only"? In those deep and mysterious exercises
of soul-travail, which not always the saints of God can fully understand-when we see a hand they cannot see, and
when we hear a voice then cannot hear; when we seem to tread a lone path, or traverse a sea where no fellow-voyager
ever heaves in sight; the days of soul-exercise wearisome, and its nights long and dark-oh! To whom shall we then
turn, save to "Jesus only"? Who can enter into all this, and sympathize with all this, but Jesus? To
Him alone, then, let us repair, with every sin, and with every burden, and with every temptation, and with every
sorrow, and with every mental and spiritual exercise, thankful to be shut up exclusively to "Jesus only."
And when the time draws near that we must depart out of this world, and go unto the Father, one object will fix
the eye, from which all others are then receding-it is "Jesus only." Ah! to die, actually to die, must
be a crisis of our being quite different from reading of death in a book, or from hearing of it in the pulpit,
or from talking of it by the way-side. It is a solemn, an appalling thing to die! But to the believer in Jesus,
how pleasant and how glorious! "Absent from the body," he is "present with the Lord." Jesus
is with him then. The blood of Jesus is there, cleansing him from all his guilt; the arms of Jesus are there, supporting
him in all his weakness; the Spirit of Jesus is there, comforting him in all his fears; and now is he learning,
for the last time on earth, that as for all the sins, all the perils, all the trials, and all the sorrows of life,
so now as that life is ebbing fast away, and death is chilling, and eternity is nearing, "Jesus only"
is all-sufficient for his soul. Believer! look to "Jesus only"-lean upon Him, cleave to Him, labor for
Him, suffer for Him, and, if need be, die for Him; thus loving and trusting, living and dying for, "JESUS
ONLY."
10 January
His mouth [is] most sweet: yea, he [is] altogether lovely. This [is] my beloved, and this [is] my friend, O daughters
of Jerusalem. - Song of Solomon 5:16
The object of the believer's trust is Jesus, his Beloved. He is spoken of by the apostle as "THE Beloved,"
as though he would say, "There is but one beloved of God, of angels, of saints-it is Jesus." He is the
beloved One of the Father. "Behold my servant, whom I uphold; mine elect, in whom my soul delights."
"This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased." But Jesus is also the church's beloved, the beloved
of each member of that church. His person is beloved, uniting all the glories of the Godhead with all the perfections
of the manhood. His work is beloved, saving His people from the entire guilt, and condemnation, and dominion of
their sins. His commandments are beloved, because they are the dictates of His love to us, and the tests of our
love to Him. O yes! You have but one beloved of your heart, dear believer. He is "white and ruddy, the chief
among ten thousand;" He is all the universe to you; heaven would be no heaven without Him; and with His presence
here, earth seems often like the opening portal of heaven. He loved you, He labored for you, He died for you, He
rose for you, He lives and intercedes for you in glory; and all that is lovely in Him, and all that is grateful
in you, constrain you to exclaim-"I am my Beloved's, and any Beloved is mine."
And where would you lean in sorrow but upon the bosom of your Beloved? Christ's heart is a human heart, a sinless
heart, a tender heart; a heart once the home of sorrow, once stricken with grief; once an aching, bleeding, mournful
heart. Thus disciplined and trained, Jesus knows how to pity and to support those who are sorrowful and solitary.
He loves to chase grief from the spirit, to bind up the broken heart, to staunch the bleeding wound, and to dry
the weeping eye, to "comfort all that mourn." It is His delight to visit you in the dark night-season
of your sorrow, and to come to you walking upon the tempestuous billows of your grief, breathing music and diffusing
calmness over your scene of sadness and gloom. When other bosoms are closed to your sorrow, or are removed beyond
your reach, or their deep throbbings of love are stilled in death-when the fiery darts of Satan fly thick around
you, and the world frowns, and the saints are cold, and your path is sad and desolate-then lean upon the love,
lean upon the grace, lean upon the faithfulness, lean upon the tender sympathy of Jesus. That bosom will always
unveil to welcome you. It will ever be an asylum to receive you, and a home to shelter you. Never will its love
cool, or its tenderness lessen, or its sympathy be exhausted, or its pulse of affection cease to beat. You may
have grieved it a thousand times over, you may have pierced it through and through, again and again-yet returning
to its deathless love, penitent and lowly, sorrowful and humble, you may lay within it your weeping, aching, languid
head, depositing every burden, reposing every sorrow, and breathing every sigh upon the heart of Jesus. Lord! To
whom shall I go? Yes, to whom would I go, but unto You?
We lean truly upon Jesus that we may advance in all holiness, that the graces of the Spirit may he quickened and
stimulated, that we may cultivate more heavenly-mindedness, and be constantly coming up from the world, following
him without the camp, bearing His reproach. Let our path, then, be upward; let us gather around us the trailing
garment, casting away whatever impedes our progress; and leaning upon our Beloved and our Friend, hasten from all
below, until we find ourselves actually reposing in the bosom upon which, in faith and love, in weakness and sorrow,
we had rested amid the trials and perils of the ascent. There is ever this great encouragement, this light upon
the way, that it is a heaven-pointing, a heaven-conducting, a Heaven-terminating path; and before long the weary
pilgrim will reach its sunlit summit; not to lie down and die there, as Moses did upon the top of Pisgah, but to
commence a life of perfect purity and of eternal bliss.
11 January
For none of us liveth to himself, and no man dieth to himself. For whether we live, we live unto the Lord; and
whether we die, we die unto the Lord: whether we live therefore, or die, we are the Lord's. - Romans 14:7-8
The Lord Jesus can only erect and carry forward His kingdom in the soul upon the ruins of self: and as this kingdom
of grace is perpetual in its growth, so the demolition of self is a work of gradual advancement. As the inner life
grows, Christ grows lovelier to the eye, more precious to the heart. His blood is more valued, His righteousness
is more relied on, His grace is more lived upon, His cross is more gloried in, His yoke is more cheerfully borne,
and His commands are more implicitly obeyed. In all things Christ is advanced, and the soul by all means advances
in its knowledge of, and in its resemblance to, Christ. Reader, is Christ advanced by you? Is His kingdom widened,
is His truth disseminated, is his fame spread, is His person exalted, is His honor vindicated, is His glory promoted,
by the life which you are living? Oh, name not the name of Christ, if it does not be to perfume the air with its
fragrance, and to fill the earth with its renown.
This "living unto the Lord" is a life of self-denial; but have the self-denying, the self-renouncing,
no reward? Oh yes! Their reward is great. They are such as the King delights to honor. When John the Baptist declared,
"He must increase, but I must decrease," and on another occasion, "whose shoe-latchet I am not worthy
to unloose," Christ pronounced him "the greatest born of women." When the centurion sent to say,
"Lord, I am not worthy that you should come under my roof," our Lord places this crown upon his faith,
"I tell you, I have not found so great faith, no, not in Israel." When the publican exclaimed, "God
be merciful to me a sinner," he descended from the temple "justified rather" than the self-vaunting
Pharisee. Yes, "when men are cast down, then there is lifting up." And what tongue can describe the inward
peace, satisfaction, and contentment of that soul in whom this self-denying life of Christ dwells! Such a one has
a continual feast. He may be deeply tried, sorely tempted, heavily afflicted, severely chastened, but his meek
and submissive spirit exclaims, "It is the Lord, let Him do as seems good in His sight." Another characteristic
of this life is-it is a conflicting life. It always wears the harness, and is ever clothed with the armor. Opposed
by indwelling sin, assailed by Satan, and impeded by the world, every step in advance is only secured by a battle
fought, and a victory achieved. It is also a holy life: springing from the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, it must
necessarily be so. All its actings are holy, all its breathings are holy, all its fruits are holy, and without
holiness no man has this life, or can be an in heritor of that life to come, of which this is the seedling and
the germ, the foretaste and the pledge. Need we add, that happiness, progression, and deathlessness are equally
its characteristics? Happiness is but a phantom and a name, where Christ dwells not in the heart. Progression is
but an advance towards eternal woe, where the love of God is not in the soul. And death is an eternal, lingering
despair, where the Spirit of life has not quickened the inner man, creating all things new.
Christian reader, that was a blissful day that witnessed your resurrection from a grave of sin to walk in newness
of life! Happy hour when you left your soul's shroud in the tomb, exchanging it for the robe of a glorious deathlessness
- when your enmity was conquered, and you were led in willing and joyous captivity, amid the triumphs of your Lord,
to the altar where He bled-self-consecrated to His service! Ever keep in mind your deep indebtedness to sovereign
grace, your solemn obligation to Divine love, and the touching motives that urge you to "walk worthy of the
vocation with which you are called." And welcome all the dealings of God, whatever the character of those
dealings may be, designed as they are but to animate, to nourish, and to carry forward this precious life in your
soul.
12 January
For my love they are my adversaries: but I [give myself unto] prayer. - Psalm 109:4
Oh, give yourself to prayer! Say not that your censer has nothing to offer; that it contains no sweet spices, no
fire, and no incense. Repair with it, all empty and cold as it is, to the great High Priest, and as you gaze in
faith upon Him who is the Altar, the slain Lamb, and the Priest, thus musing upon this wondrous spectacle of Jesus'
sacrifice for you, His Spirit will cast the sweet spices of grace, and the glowing embers of love, into your dull,
cold hearts, and there will come forth a cloud of precious incense, which shall ascend with the "much incense"
of the Savior's merits, an "offering and a sacrifice to God of a sweet-smelling savor." Nor forget that
there is evening as well as morning incense. "When Aaron lights the lamps at even, he shall burn incense."
And thus, when the day-season of your prosperity and joy is passed, and the evening of adversity, sorrow, and loneliness
draws its somber curtains around you, then take your censer and wave it before the Lord. Ah! Methinks at that hour
of solemn stillness and of mournful solitude-that hour when all human support and sympathy fails-that then the
sweetest incense of prayer ascends before God. Yes, there is no prayer so true, so powerful, and so fragrant, as
that which sorrow presses from the heart. Oh, betake yourself, suffering believer, to prayer. Bring forth your
censer, sorrowful priest of the Lord! Replenish it at the altar of Calvary, and then wave it with a strong hand
before God, until your person, your sorrows, and your guilt are all enveloped and lost in the cloud of sweet incense
as it rises before the throne, and blends with the ascending cloud of the Redeemer's precious intercession. Prayer
will soothe you-prayer will calm you-prayer will unburden your heart-prayer will remove or mitigate your pain-prayer
will heal your sickness, or make your sickness pleasant to bear-prayer will expel the tempter-prayer will bring
Jesus sensibly near to your soul-prayer will lift your heart to heaven, and will bring heaven down into your heart.
Mourning Christian, give but yourself unto prayer in the hour of your sorrow and loneliness, and your breathings,
sent up to heaven in tremulous accents, shall return into your own disconsolate and desolate heart, all rich and
redolent of heaven's sweet consolations. The holy breathings which ascend from a believer's heart gather and accumulate
in the upper skies, and when most he needs the refreshing, they descend again in covenant blessings upon his soul.
That feeble desire, that faint breathing of the soul after God, and Jesus, and holiness, and heaven, shall never
perish. It was, perhaps, so weak and tremulous, so mixed with grief and sorrow, so burdened with complaint and
sin, that you could scarcely discern it to be real prayer, and yet, ascending from a heart inhabited by God's Holy
Spirit, and touched by God's love, it rose like the incense-cloud before the throne of the Eternal, and blended
with the fragrance of heaven.
13 January
For [there is] one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus; - 1 Timothy 2:5
The salvation of man is an embodiment of God Himself. The essence, the heart, the mind, the attributes, the character,
the government of God, are all embarked, embodied, and exhibited in the salvation of man. It is a work so surpassingly
stupendous, glorious, and divine, we can account for its vast and unique character, and its transcendent results,
upon no other principle than its essential demonstration of Deity-"God manifest in the flesh." To mix,
then, anything extraneous with this great and finished work, to add to it anything of human device, would seem
a crime of deepest dye-a sin, the pardon of which might well extend beyond the provision of its mercy. God has,
at every point, with a jealous regard for His own glory, exhibited and protected this great truth. Over the cross
beneath which as a sinner I stand-inscribed upon the portal of the refuge into which as a sinner I flee-above the
fountain within which as a sinner I bathe-upon every object on which as a sinner I believingly gaze, God has written
one sentence-solemn, pregnant, and emphatic-"Jesus only!"
Jesus alone could stoop to our low estate. He only could stand between justice and the criminal-the Day's-man between
God and us. He only had divinity enough, and merit enough, and holiness enough, and strength enough, and love enough
to undertake and perfect our redemption. None other could embark in the mighty enterprise of saving lost man but
Him. To no other hand but His did the Father from eternity commit His church-His peculiar treasure. To Jesus only
could be entrusted the recovery and the keeping of this cabinet of precious jewels-jewels lost and scattered, and
hidden in the fall, yet predestinated to a rescue and a glory great and endless as God's own being. Jesus only
could bear our sin, and sustain our curse, endure our penalty, cancel our debt, and reconcile us unto God. In His
bosom only could the elements of our hell find a flame of love sufficient to extinguish them; and by His merit
only could the glories of our heaven stand before our eye palpable and revealed. Jesus must wholly save, or the
sinner must forever perish. Listen to the language of Peter, uttered when "filled with the Holy Spirit,"
and addressed with burning zeal to the Christ-rejecting Sanhedrin: "This is the stone which was set at nothing
of you builders, which is become the head of the corner. Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is
none other name under heaven given among men whereby we must be saved." Thus, in the great and momentous matter
of our salvation, Jesus must be all.
14 January
Remember these, O Jacob and Israel; for thou [art] my servant: I have formed thee; thou [art] my servant: O Israel,
thou shalt not be forgotten of me. I have blotted out, as a thick cloud, thy transgressions, and, as a cloud, thy
sins: return unto me; for I have redeemed thee. - Isaiah 44:21-22
I know not a truth more calculated to light up the gloom of a lone chamber, to lift up the drooping spirit of a
heart-sick child of God, than the announcement that God, for Christ's sake, has pardoned all his transgressions
and his sins, and stands to him in the relation of a reconciled Father. What has all the restoring conduct of our
Lord been towards us, but just this turning to us, when we had turned from Him? We have wandered, He has gone after
us; we have departed, He has pursued us; we have stumbled, He has upheld us; we have fallen, He has raised us up
again; we have turned from Him, He has turned to us. Oh! The wonderful love and patience of Christ! And what is
still His language? "Return unto me; for I have redeemed you." And what should be the response of our
hearts? "Behold, we come unto you; for you are the Lord our God." Then "let us search and try our
ways, and turn again unto the Lord." What! After all my backslidings and recoveries, my departures and returns,
may I turn again to the Lord? Yes! With confidence we say it, "Turn AGAIN unto the Lord." That look of
love beaming from the eye of Jesus invites you, woos you, to return AGAIN yet this once more to the shelter to
His pierced side, to the home of His wounded heart. Press to your heart the consolation and joy of this truth-the
glance of Jesus falling upon His accepted child ever speaks of pardoned sin. Chastened, sorrowful, and secluded
you may be, yet your sins are forgiven you for His name's sake. Oh! That the Spirit, the Comforter, may give you
this song to sing-"Bless the Lord, O my soul! And do not forget all his benefits; who forgives all your iniquities,
who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from destruction, and crowns you with loving-kindness and tender
mercies."
15 January
Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall
he live: - John 11:25
Every truly gracious man is a living soul. He is in the possession of an inner, spiritual life. The first important
characteristic of this spiritual life is its engrafting upon a state of death. The words of the apostle will explain
our meaning: "For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto God." "I am crucified
with Christ; nevertheless I live." The simple meaning of these declarations is-the living soul is dead to
the law of God as an instrument of life, and to its works as a ground of salvation. It is dead, too, to the curse
and tyranny of the law, and consequently to its power of condemning. To all this the soul made alive by Christ
is dead with Christ. Thus is it most clear that a man, dead already though he originally is in trespasses and in
sins, must morally die before he can spiritually live. The crucifixion with Christ must precede the living with
Christ. He must die to all schemes and hopes of salvation in or by himself, before he can fully receive into his
heart Christ as the life of his soul. This spiritual mystery the natural man cannot understand or receive: he only
can who is "born of the Spirit." Has the law of God been brought into your conscience with that enlightening,
convincing, and condemning power, as first to startle you from your spiritual slumber, and then to sever you from
all hope or expectation of salvation in yourself? If so, then will you know of a truth what it is first to die
before you live. Dying to the law, dying to self, you will receive Him into your heart, who so blessedly declared,
"I am come that you might have life, and that you might have it more abundantly."
The Lord Jesus is ESSENTIAL LIFE. Standing by the grave that entombs the soul dead in sin, ESSENTIAL LIFE exclaims,
"I am the resurrection and the life-come forth!" and in a moment the soul is quickened, and rises to
newness of life. What but Deity could accomplish this? Take off your shoes from your feet; for you stand upon holy
ground! Jesus is the TRUE GOD, and ESSENTIAL LIFE. The smallest seed, the meanest insect, the lowest creature on
earth, and the mightiest angel and the brightest saint in heaven, draw their life from Christ. What a mighty and
glorious Being, then, is the Son of God, the ceaseless energy of whose essence prevents each moment everything
that has life from being destroyed, and from accomplishing its own destruction! Who would not believe in, who would
not love, who would not serve such a Being? Who would not crown Him Lord of all?
16 January
Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus
Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? - 2 Corinthians 13:5
Alas! How is this precept overlooked! How few are they who rightly and honestly examine themselves! They can examine
others, and speak of others, and hear for others, and judge of others; but themselves they examine not, and judge
not, and condemn not. To the neglect of this precept may be traced, as one of its most fruitful causes, the relapse
of the inner life of the Christian. Deterioration, and eventually destruction and ruin, must follow in the steps
of willful and protracted neglect, be the object of that neglect what it may. The vineyard must become unfruitful,
and the garden must lose its beauty, and the machinery must stand still, and the enterprise must fail of success,
and the health must decline, if toilsome and incessant watchfulness and care has not its eye broad awake to every
symptom of feebleness, and to every sign of decay. If the merchantman examine not his accounts, and if the husbandman
examine not his field, and if the nobleman examine not his estate, and if the physician examine not his patient,
what sagacity is needed to foresee, as the natural and inevitable result, confusion, ruin, and death? How infinitely
more true is this of the soul! The want of frequent, fearless, and thorough searching into the exact state of the
heart, into the real condition of the soul, as before God, in the great matter of the inner life, reveals the grand
secret of many a solemn case, of delusion, shipwreck, and apostasy. Therefore the apostle earnestly exhorts, "Examine
yourselves;" do not take the state of your souls for granted, prove your own selves by the word, and rest
not short of Christ dwelling in your hearts-your present life, and your hope of glory.
But how does Christ dwell in the believer? We answer-by his Spirit. Thus it is a spiritual, and not a personal
or corporeal, indwelling of Christ. The Scripture testimony is most full and decisive on this point. "Know
you not that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit? If Christ be in you, the body is dead, because of sin;
but the Spirit is life, because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of Him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell
in you, He that raised Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by His Spirit that dwells in
you." And that this inhabitation of Christ by the Spirit is not the indwelling of a mere grace of the Spirit,
but the Spirit Himself, is equally clear from another passage-"Hope makes not ashamed; because the love of
God (here is a grace of the Spirit) is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Spirit which He has given us"-(here
is the possession of the Spirit himself). This is the fountain of all the spiritual grace dwelling in the soul
of the truly regenerate, and at times so blessedly flowing forth in refreshing and sanctifying streams. Thus, then,
is it most clear, that by the indwelling of the holy Spirit, Christ has His dwelling in the hearts of all true
believers.
17 January
And I will bring the blind by a way [that] they knew not; I will lead them in paths [that] they have not known:
I will make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them, and not
forsake them. - Isaiah 42:16
These words imply a concealment of much of the Lord's procedure with His people. With regard to our heavenly Father,
there can be nothing mysterious, nothing inscrutable to Him. A profound and awful mystery Himself, yet to His infinite
mind there can be no darkness, no mystery at all. His whole plan-if plan it may be called-is before Him. Our phraseology,
when speaking of the Divine procedure, would sometimes imply the opposite of this. We talk of God's fore-knowledge,
of His foresight, of His acquaintance with events yet unborn; but there is, in truth, no such thing. There are
no tenses with God - no past, no present & no future. The idea of God's eternity, if perfectly grasped, would
annihilate in our minds all such humanizing of the Divine Being. He is one ETERNAL NOW. All events, to the remotest
period of time, were as vivid and as present to the Divine mind from eternity, as when at the moment they assumed
a real existence and a palpable form.
But all the mystery is with us, poor finite creatures of a day. And why, even to us, is any portion of the Divine
conduct thus a mystery? Not because it is in itself so, but mainly and simply because we cannot see the whole as
God sees it. Could it pass before our eye, as from eternity it has before His, a perfect and a complete whole,
we should then cease to wonder, to cavil, and repine. The infinite wisdom, purity, and goodness that originated
and gave a character, a form, and a coloring to all that God does, would appear as luminous to our view as to His,
and ceaseless adoration and praise would be the grateful tribute of our loving hearts. Let us, then, lie low before
the Lord, and humble ourselves under His mysterious hand. "The meek will He guide in judgment, and the meek
will He teach His way. All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep His covenant and His testimonies."
Thus writing the sentence of death upon our wisdom, our sagacity, and our strength, Jesus-the lowly one-seeks to
keep us from the loftiness of our intellect and from the pride of our heart-prostrating us low in the dust at His
feet. Holy posture! Blessed place! There, Lord, would I lie; my trickling tears of penitence and of love falling
upon those dear feet that have never misled, but have always gone before, leading me by a right way, the best way,
to a city of rest. Wait, then, suffering believer, the coming glory-yielding yourself to the guidance of your Savior,
and submitting yourself wholly to your Father's will.
18 January
For I will declare mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin. - Psalm 38:18
…and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. - 1 John 1:7
Seek, cherish, and cultivate constantly and habitually a broken heart for sin. Do not think that it is a work which,
once done, is to be done no more. Deem it not a primary stage in your spiritual journey, which, once reached, never
again occurs in your celestial progress. Oh no! As in the natural life we enter the world weeping, and leave it
weeping, so in the spiritual life-we begin it in tears of godly sorrow for sin, and we terminate it in tears of
godly sorrow for sin-passing away to that blessed state of sinlessness, where God will wipe away all tears from
our eyes. The indwelling of all evil-the polluting nature of the world along which we journey-our constant exposure
to temptations of every kind-the many occasions on which we yield to those temptations, the perpetual developments
of sin unseen, unknown, even unsuspected by others-the defilement which attaches itself to all that we put our
hands to, even the most spiritual and holy and heavenly, the consciousness of what a holy God must every moment
see in us-all, all these considerations should lead us to cherish that spirit of lowliness and contrition, self-abhorrence
and self-renunciation, inward mortification and outward humility of deportment, which belong to and which truly
prove the existence of the life of God in our souls.
And what, too, prompts a constant traveling to the atoning blood?-what endears the Savior who shed that blood?-what
is it that makes His flesh food indeed, and His blood drink indeed?-what is it that keeps the conscience tender
and clean?-what enables the believer to walk with God as a dear child? Oh, it is the sacred contrition of the lowly
spirit, springing from a view of the cross of Jesus, and through the cross leading to the heart of God. Backsliding
Christian! Do you feel within your heart the kindlings of godly sorrow? Are you mourning over your wandering, loathing
the sin that drew you from Christ, grieved the Spirit and wounded your own peace? Are you longing to feed again
in the green pastures of the flock, and by the side of the Shepherd of the flock, assured once more that you are
a true sheep, belonging to the one fold, known by, and precious to, the heart of Him who laid down His life for
the sheep? Then approach the altar of Calvary, and upon it lay the sacrifice of a broken and a contrite heart,
and your God will accept it. The door of your return stands open-the pierced heart of Jesus. The golden scepter
that bids you approach is extended-the outstretched hand of a pacified Father. The banquet is ready, and the minstrels
are tuning their harps to celebrate the return from your wanderings to your Father's heart and home, with the gladness
of feasting, and with the voice of thanksgiving and of melody.
19 January
And beside this, giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; And to knowledge temperance;
and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; And to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness
charity. For if these things be in you, and abound, they make [you that ye shall] neither [be] barren nor unfruitful
in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. - 2 Peter 1:5-8
How many Christian professors limit their spiritual knowledge to the first elements of truth! They seem never to
pass beyond the alphabet of the gospel. But if we desire the advancement of the Divine life within us, we must
know more of Jesus-we must discern more beauty in our Beloved-we must see more of the glory of our Incarnate God-we
must know more of the love and grace of the Father in the gift of His dear Son-we must, in a word, grow in the
knowledge of God and of Christ. Thus the soul will be established. Every step within the great sanctuary of truth
will confirm the believing heart in the divinity and the vastness, the riches and the glory, of its treasures.
That no such affluence of wisdom and knowledge, and truth and holiness, could flow from any other source than Deity,
would be a reflection disarming every assault upon the faith of the Christian of its virulence and power. There
can be no real establishment apart from growth in spiritual knowledge. Oh seek to be rooted and grounded in the
faith! Do not be always a babe in knowledge, a mere dwarf in understanding, but go forward in the use of all God's
ordained means of faith, until you "come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God,
unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ."
And overlook not your individual responsibility in this matter of establishment. The Christian is here cast upon
his own endeavor. He is to rouse himself to the great task; to labor as though the achievement of that task was
of a power solely his own. "Work out your oven salvation"-"It is God that works in you"-are
words which at once link human accountability and individual responsibility with Divine power and accomplishment.
Let every Christian professor feel that God has given him this work to do-that he is responsible for its being
done and that all grace is laid up in Jesus for its performance, and the church of God would go forth in the great
work of her Head, "fair as the moon, clear as the sun, and terrible as an army with banners." Christian
reader, persevere! Angels whisper-persevere! Saints, bending from their thrones in glory, whisper-persevere! God
bids you-persevere! The Holy Spirit earnestly speaks-"Be you steadfast, immoveable, always abounding in the
work of the Lord; forasmuch as you know that your labor is not in vain in the Lord."
20 January
For in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily. - Colossians 2:9
What a glorious declaration is this! How should our hearts leap for joy and our souls thrill with gladness at its
very sound! All the "fullness of the Godhead bodily," all the fullness of the Church graciously, all
the fullness of the sinner savingly, all the fullness of the Christian sanctifyingly-in a word, all that a poor,
fallen, tried son of Adam needs, until he reaches heaven itself, where this fullness has come, is, by God's eternal
love and wisdom, treasured up in the "second Adam, the Lord from heaven." God, the "Fountain of
life," light, and grace, has ordained that the Lord Jesus Christ, his own beloved Son, should be the one source
of supply from where all the salvation of the sinner, all the sanctity of the saint, and all the grace and truth
of the Church, collectively and individually, should be derived-"of whose fullness all we have received, and
grace for grace."
How precious ought Jesus to be to us, who has condescended to pour this heavenly treasure into our hearts, and
to undertake its constant supply! In what way can we best prove our sense of His goodness? But by drawing largely
from this fullness, and by glorifying Him in what we receive. Our resources are inexhaustible, because they are
infinite. Nor can we come too frequently, nor draw too largely. Spring up, O well of grace and love, into our hearts!
Oh, for more depth of indwelling grace! Oh, for more fervor of holy love! Oh, for richer supplies from the fullness
of Christ! Oh, for a gracious revival in our souls! "Come down," blessed Jesus, "as rain upon the
mown grass!" Breathe, O south wind of the Spirit, upon the garden of our souls, that the spices may flow out!
Truly the well is deep, from where we have this living water; but faith can reach it, and in proportion to the
strength of our faith, and the directness and simplicity with which it deals with Christ, will be the plenitude
of our supply. "Drink, yes, drink abundantly, O beloved," is our Lord's gracious invitation to His Church.
21 January
I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent
me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me. - John 17:23
Observe, these are not the words of the apostle, whose ardent mind and glowing imagination might be supposed to
exaggerate a truth beyond its proper limits; but they are the words of Jesus himself- of Him who is the Truth,
and who therefore cannot lie. "I in them." Christ, dwelling in the soul, forms the inner life of that
soul. The experience of this blessing stands connected with the lowest degree of grace, and with the feeblest faith;
the lamb of the flock, the soul that has but touched the hem of the Savior's garment, prostrate as a penitent at
the feet of the true Aaron, in each and in all Christ alike dwells. He has a throne in that heart, a temple in
that body, a dwelling in that soul; and thus, as by a kind of second incarnation, God is manifest in the flesh,
in Christ's manifestation in the believer.
You are, perhaps a severely tried, a sorely tempted, a deeply afflicted believer. But cheer up! You have Christ
living in you, and why should you yield to despondency or to fear? Christ will never vacate His throne, nor relinquish
His dwelling. You have a suffering Christ, a humbled Christ, a crucified Christ, a dying Christ, a risen Christ,
a living Christ, a triumphant Christ, a glorified Christ, a full Christ, dwelling in you by His Spirit. Yes; and
you have, too, a human Christ, a feeling Christ, a sympathizing Christ, a tender, loving, gentle Christ, spiritually
and eternally reposing in your heart. Why, then, should you fear the pressure of any want, or the assault of any
foe, or the issue of any trial, since such a Christ is in you? "Fear not!" They are His own familiar
and blessed words - "It is I, do not be afraid." You cannot want for any good, since you have the Fountain
of all good dwelling in you. You cannot be finally overcome of any spiritual evil, since you have the Conqueror
of sin, and Satan, and the world enthroned upon your affections. Your life-the divine and spiritual life-can never
die, since Christ, ESSENTIAL LIFE, lives and abides in you. Like Him, and for Him, you may be opposed; but like
Him, and by him, you shall triumph. The persecution which you meet, and the trials which you endure, and the difficulties
with which you cope, shall but further your well-being, by bringing you into a closer communion with Jesus, and
by introducing you more fully into the enviable state of the apostle-"Always bearing about in the body the
dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body. . . . For which cause
we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction,
which is but for a moment, works for us afar more exceeding and eternal weight of glory."
22 January
Now he which stablisheth us with you in Christ, and hath anointed us, [is] God; Who hath also sealed us, and given
the earnest of the Spirit in our hearts. - 2 Corinthians 1:21-22
The Holy Spirit renews, sanctifies, and inhabits the believer as a Divine person. It is not the common light of
nature, nor the ordinary teaching of man, nor the moral suasion of truth, which has made him what he is-an experimental
CHRISTIAN: all his real grace, his true teaching, flows from the Divine Spirit. His light is divine, his renewing
is divine, and his sanctification is divine. There is more real value in one ray of the Spirit's light, beaming
in upon a man's soul, than in all the teaching which books can ever impart! The Divine Spirit, loosing the seals
of the written Word, and unfolding to him the mysteries of the kingdom, the glories of Christ's person, the perfection
of Christ's work, the fullness of Christ's grace, the revealed mind and will of God, has in it more wealth and
glory than all the teaching the schools ever imparted. How precious the grace of the Holy Spirit, what tongue is
sufficiently gifted to describe! How precious is his indwelling-an ever-ascending, heaven-panting, God-thirsting,
Christ-desiring Spirit! How precious are all the revelations He makes of Christ! How precious are the consolations
He brings, the promises He seals, the teachings He imparts, all the emotions He awakens, the breathings He inspires,
and the affections He creates! How precious are those graces in the soul of which He is the Author-the faith that
leads to a precious Savior, the love that rises to a gracious God, and the holy affections which flow forth to
all the saints!
But through what channel does this Divine anointing come? Only through the union of the believer to Christ - the
Anointed One. All the saving operations of the Spirit upon the mind are connected with Jesus. If He convinces of
sin, it is to lead to the blood of Jesus; if He reveals the corruption of the heart, it is to lead to the grace
of Jesus; if He teaches the soul's ignorance, it is to conduct it to the feet of Jesus: thus all His operations
in the soul are associated with Jesus. Now, in conducting this holy anointing into the soul, He brings it through
the channel of our union with the Anointed Head. By making us one with Christ, He makes us partakers of the anointing
of Christ. And truly is the weakest, lowliest believer one with this anointed Savior. His fitness, as the Anointed
of God, to impart of the plenitude of His anointing to all the members of his body, is a truth clearly and beautifully
set forth. Thus is He revealed as the Anointed Head of the Church, the great High Priest of the royal priesthood:
"You love righteousness, and hate wickedness: therefore God, your God, has anointed you with the oil of gladness
above your fellows." "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord has anointed me to preach
good tidings unto the meek." In the Acts of the Apostles a distinct reference is made to this truth: "how
God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power." His human soul filled with the measureless
influence of the Divine Spirit, the fullness of the Godhead dwelling in Him bodily, He became the true Aaron, of
whose anointing all the priests were alike to partake. One, then, with Jesus, through the channel of his union
to the Head, the lowest member is anointed with this Divine anointing.
23 January
He that hath the Son hath life; - 1 John 5:12a
A living Christ dwelling in a living soul. This implies permanency. The religion of some is a religion of the moment.
Like the gourd of the prophet, it appears in a night, and it withers in a night. It is the religion of impulse
and of feeling. It comes by fits and starts. It is easily assumed, and as easily laid aside. But here is the grand
characteristic of a truly converted man-Christ lives in him, and lives in him never to die. He has entered his
heart never to retire. He has enthroned Himself, never to abdicate. And although the fact of His permanent indwelling
may not always appear with equal clearness and certainty to the mind of the believer himself, nevertheless Christ
is really there by His Spirit. It is His home, His dwelling-place, His kingdom. He lives there, to maintain His
government, to sway His scepter, and to enforce, by the mild constraint of His love, obedience to His laws. He
lives there to guard and nourish His own work, shielding it when it is assailed, strengthening it when it is feeble,
reviving it when it droops, restoring it when it decays; thus keeping, amid opposing influences, the life of God
that it die not.
But perhaps it is a question of deep anxiety with you-"Would that I knew I were in reality a possessor of
this spiritual life! My heart is so hard, my affections are so cold, my spirit is so sluggish, in everything that
is spiritual, holy, and divine." Permit me to ask you - can a stone feel its hardness or a corpse its insensibility?
Impossible! You affirm that you feel your hardness, and that you are sensible of your coldness. From where does
this spring but from life? Could you weep, or mourn, or deplore, when the spiritual state of your soul is that
of absolute death? Again I say impossible. But rest not here; go to Jesus. What you really need is a fresh view
of, a renewed application to, the Lord Jesus Christ. Take to Him the stone-like heart, the corpse-like soul. Tell
him you want to feel more, and to weep more, and to love more, and to pray more, and to live more. Go and pour
out your heart, with all its trembling, and doubts, and fears, and needs, upon the bleeding, loving bosom of your
Lord, until from that bosom life more abundant has darted its quickening energy, vibrating and thrilling through
your whole soul. "I have come," says Jesus, "that they might have life, and that they might have
it more abundantly." Jesus stands between you and God, prepared to present to God every sigh, and groan, and
desire, and tear, and request; and to convey from God every blessing-covenant, blood-purchased blessing-which it
is possible for Him to give, or needful for you to receive. Exult in the prospect of soon reaching heaven, where
there are no frosts to congeal, where there is no blight to wither, and where no earthly tendencies will ever weigh
down to the dust the life of God in your soul.
24 January
Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, - Hebrews 10:22a
The principle of faith is altogether divine-created by no human power, commanded by no human authority, and sustained
by no human resources. "Faith is the gift of God." Jesus is its author and its finisher. It is a free,
unmerited, unpurchased bestowment. It is given to the poor because of their poverty, to the vile because they are
unworthy, to the bankrupt because they have "nothing to pay." Such is the faith which the Bible enforces.
There can be no perfection of the Lord Jesus of more exalted glory in His eye than His faithfulness. If the truthfulness
of Christ can be impeached, then no reliable confidence can be placed in anything that He is, that He does, or
that He says. But because He is not only truthful, but truth, His word eternally fixed and unalterable-"righteousness
the girdle of His loins, and faithfulness the girdle of His reins," veracity an essential perfection of His
nature-He condescendingly appeals to our confidence, and says, "Only believe." And have we in any single
instance ever had reason to doubt His word? Has He ever given us cause to distrust Him? No, never! He has often
done more than He promised-never less. His word is truth. All the promises of God are yes and amen in Him. Has
He promised to be a Father, a Husband, a Mother, and a Friend to those who put their trust in Him? Has He pledged
to guide their steps, to supply their needs, to shield their souls, to do them good and not evil, to be with them
down to old age, and even unto death? Then hear Him say, "Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall
not pass away."
As the Mediator and High Priest of His Church, it is one of Christ's especial prerogatives that He has to do with
the prayers of His saints. Standing midway between God and the suppliant, He intercepts the petition, purifies
it from all taint, divests it of all imperfections, supplies its deficiencies, and then blending it with His own
merits, perfuming it with the much incense of His atoning sacrifice, He presents it to the Father endorsed with
His name, and urged by His own suit. Thus the believer has an "Advocate with the Father," who ever "lives
to make intercession." Oh, costly and precious privilege, that of prayer! Access to God - fellowship with
the Most High - communion with the Invisible One - filial communion with our Heavenly Father - mighty privilege
this, and yet, vast as it is, it is ours. Then, beloved, with the throne of grace accessible moment by moment-with
the Holy Spirit disclosing each want, indicting each petition, and framing each request-with Christ at the right
hand of God presenting the petition-and with a Father in heaven bowing down His ear, and hearkening but to answer,
surely we may "trust and not be afraid." Why should we stand afar off? Why doubt, and linger, and hesitate?
"Having therefore, brethren, boldness (or liberty) to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus…let us
draw near…in full assurance of faith."
25 January
Surely it is meet to be said unto God, I have borne [chastisement], I will not offend [any more]: [That which]
I see not teach thou me: if I have done iniquity, I will do no more. - Job 34:31-32
Oh, what a detector of the secret state of our souls does the season of trial often prove! We are not aware of
our impaired strength, of our weak faith, of our powerless grace-how feeble our hold on Christ is-how legal our
views of the gospel are-how beclouded our minds may be-how partial our acquaintance with God is-until we are led
into the path of trouble. The season of prosperity veils the real state of our souls from our view. No Christian
can form an accurate estimate of his spiritual condition, who has not been brought into a state of trial. We faint
in the day of adversity, because we then find-what, perhaps, was not even suspected in the day of prosperity-that
our strength is small.
But seasons of trial are emphatically what the word expresses-they try the work in the souls of the righteous.
The inner life derives immense advantage from them. The deeper discovery that is then made of the evil of the heart
is not the least important result: "Foolishness is bound in the heart of a child; but the rod of correction
shall drive it far from him." What folly still dwells in the hearts of the wise-bound up and half concealed-who
can tell? Who would have suspected such developments in the life of Abraham, of David, of Solomon, of Peter? And
so is it with all who yet are the possessors of that wisdom which will guide their souls to eternal glory. Folly
is bound up in their hearts; but the sanctified rod of correction reveals it, and the discovery proves one of the
costliest blessings in the experience of the disciplined child. Listen to the language of Moses, addressed to the
children of Israel: "You shall remember all the way which the Lord your God led you these forty years in the
wilderness, to humble you, and to prove you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments
or no." And oh, what a discovery that forty years' marching and counter-marching in the wilderness was to
them of the pride, and impatience, and unbelief, and ingratitude, and distrust that were bound up in their heart!
And yet, though all this evil was deep-seated in their nature, they knew it not, and suspected it not, until trial
brought it to the surface. Thus, beloved, is it with us. The latent evil is brought to light. God leaves us to
try what is in our heart, and this may be the first step in the reviving of His gracious work in our souls. Oh,
let us not, then, shrink from the probing, nor startle at its discovery, if it but lead us nearer to holiness,
nearer to Christ, nearer to God, nearer to heaven!
The time of trouble is often, too, a, time of remembrance and so becomes a time of reviving. Past backslidings
-unthought of, unsuspected, and unconfessed - are recalled to memory in the season that God is dealing with us.
David had forgotten his transgression, and the brethren of Joseph their sin, until trouble summoned it back to
memory. Times of trial are searching times, remembering times. Then with David we exclaim, "I thought on my
ways, and turned my feet unto Your testimonies: I made haste, and delayed not to keep Your commandments."
26 January
The LORD redeemeth the soul of his servants: and none of them that trust in him shall be desolate. - Psalm 34:22
Amid the many changes and vicissitudes of time, how precious becomes this truth! Out of God, "nothing is fixed
but change." "Passing away" is inscribed upon all earth's fairest scenes. How the heart saddens
as the recollections and reminiscences of other days come crowding back upon the memory! Years of our childhood
- where have you fled? Friends of our youth - where have you gone? Hopes the heart once fondly cherished, joys
the heart once deeply felt, how have you, like Syrian flowers, faded and died? All, all is changing but the Unchanging
One. Other hearts prove cold, other friendships alter-adversity beclouds them-inconstancy chills them-distance
separates them-death removes them from us forever. But there is One heart that loves us, clings to us, follows
us in all times of adversity, poverty, sickness, and death, with an unchanged, unchangeable affection-it is the
heart of our Father in heaven. Oh, turn you to this heart, you who have reposed in a human bosom, until you have
felt the last faint pulse of love expire. You who have lost health, or fortune, or friends, or fame-be your souls'
peaceful, sure asylum the Father's heart, until these calamities be overpast. And when from God we have strayed,
and the Holy Spirit restores us to reflection, penitence, and prayer, and we exclaim, "I will arise!"
who invites and woos us back to His still warm, unchanged, and forgiving affection? Who, but the Father?-that same
Father thus touchingly, exquisitely portrayed: "And when he was a great way off his Father saw him, and had
compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him." Oh, who is a God like unto You?
Do not forget that there is no needed, no asked blessing which God can refuse you. Never will God chide you for
asking too much. His tender upbraiding is that you ask too little. "Open your mouth wide, and I will fill
it." Oh, be satisfied with asking nothing less than God Himself. God only can make you happy; He only can
supply the loss-fill the void-guide you safely, and keep you securely unto His eternal kingdom. God loves you!
Oh embosom yourself in His love; and then, were all other love to wane and die-were it to chill in your friends-to
cease its throbbings in a father's bosom-to quit its last and holiest home on earth-a mother's heart-still, assured
that you had an interest in the love of God, a home in the heart of the Father, no being in the universe were happier
than you. Let the grief you bear, the evil you dread, the sadness and loneliness you feel, but conduct you closer
and yet closer within the loving, sheltering heart of God. No fear can agitate, no sorrow can sadden, and no foe
can reach you there! The moment you find yourself resting in child-like faith upon God, that moment all is peace!
27 January
But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may
be glad also with exceeding joy. - 1 Peter 4:13
With the cross of Immanuel before us, and with the heaven of glory which that cross unveils, and to which it leads,
can we properly contemplate our trials in any other view than as loving corrections? "He that spared not His
own Son, but gave Hint up for us all," shall He send an "evil" which we refuse to interpret as a
good? and shall not that good, though wearing its somber disguise, raise the soul to Him upon the outstretched
and uplifted wing-as the wing of the "anointed cherub"-of adoration, thanksgiving, and praise? If, numbered
among His saints-and, oh, be quite sure, beloved, of your heavenly calling-we stand before Him, objectively, the
beings of His ineffable delight, and, subjectively, the recipients of his justifying righteousness. Thus loved
and accepted-and we believe, and are sure, that this is the true and unchangeable condition of all His people-shall
anything but a sentiment of uncomplaining gentleness-a submission not shallow but profound, not servile but filial-respond
to the dealings, however severe, of our Father in heaven?
It is, beloved, in these disciplinary seasons that we become more thoroughly schooled in the knowledge, of the
infinite worth, glory, and preciousness of the Savior. How much is involved in a spiritual and experimental acquaintance
with the Lord Jesus! We are in the possession of all real knowledge when we truly know Christ. And we cannot know
the Son, and not know also the Father. And it is utterly impossible to know the Father, as revealed in His Son,
and not become inspired with a desire to love Him supremely, to serve Him devotedly, to resemble Him closely, to
glorify Him faithfully here, and to enjoy Him fully hereafter. And oh, how worthy is the Savior of our most exalted
conceptions-of our most implicit confidence-of our most self-denying service-of our most fervent love! When He
could give us no more-and the fathomless depths of His love and the boundless resources of His grace would not
be satisfied by giving us less-He gave us himself. Robed in our nature, laden with our curse, oppressed with our
sorrows, wounded for our transgressions, and slain for our sins, He gave His entire self for us. And let it be
remembered, that it is a continuous presentation of the hoarded and exhaustless treasures of His love. His redeeming
work now finished, He is perpetually engaged in meting out to his Church the blessings of that "offering made
once for all." He constantly asks our faith-woos our affection-invites our grief-and bids us repair with our
daily trials to His sympathy, and with our hourly guilt to His blood. We cannot in our drafts upon Christ's fullness
be too covetous, nor in our expectations of supply be too extravagant. Dwelling beneath His cross, our eye resting
upon the heart of God, we will in all things desire and aim to walk uprightly, presenting our "bodies as a
living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God;" that "the trial of our faith may be found unto praise
and honor and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ."
28 January
Blessed [be] God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort;
Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the
comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. - 2 Corinthians 1:3- 4
God's family is a sorrowing family, "I have chosen you," He says, "in the furnace of affliction."
"I will leave in the midst of you a poor and an afflicted people." The history of the Church finds its
fittest emblem in the burning yet unconsumed bush which Moses saw. Man is "born to sorrows;" but the
believer is "appointed thereunto." It would seem to be a condition inseparable from his high calling.
If he is a "chosen vessel," it is, as we have just seen, "in the furnace of affliction." If
he is an adopted child, "chastening" is the mark. If he is journeying to the heavenly kingdom, his path
lies through "much tribulation." If he is a follower of Jesus, it is to "go unto Him without the
camp, bearing His reproach." But, if his sufferings abound, much more so do his consolations. To be comforted
by God may well reconcile us to any sorrow with which it may please our heavenly Father to invest us.
God comforts His sorrowful ones with the characteristic love of a mother. See the tenderness with which that mother
alleviates the suffering and soothes the sorrow of her mourning one. So does God comfort His mourners? Oh, there
is tenderness and a delicacy of feeling in God's comforts which distance all expressions. There is no harsh reproof-no
unkind upbraiding-no unveiling of the circumstances of our calamity to the curious and unfeeling eye-no artless
exposure of our case to an ungodly and censorious world; but with all the tender feeling of a mother, God, even
our Father, comforts the sorrowful ones of His people. He comforts in all the varied and solitary grief of their
hearts. God meets our case in every sorrow. To Him, in prayer, we may uncover our entire hearts; to His confidence
we may entrust our profoundest secrets; upon His love repose our most delicate sorrows; to His ear confess our
deepest departures; before His eye spread out our greatest sins. Go, then, and breathe your sorrows into God's
heart, and He will comfort you. Blessed sorrow! If in the time of your bereavement, your grief, and your solitude,
you are led to Jesus, making Him your Savior, your Friend, your Counselor, and your Shield. Blessed loss! if it
be compensated by a knowledge of God, if you find in Him a Father now, to whom you will transfer your ardent affections-upon
whom you will repose your bleeding heart. But let your heart be true with Him. Love Him, obey Him, confide in Him,
serve Him, live for Him; and in all the unknown, untrodden, unveiled future of your history, a voice shall gently
whisper in your ear-"As one whom his mother comforts, so will I comfort you."
29 January
I call to remembrance my song in the night: - Psalm 77:6a
It is no small wisdom, tried Christian, to recall to memory the music of the past. Do not think that, like sounds
of earth-born melody, that music has died away never to awake again. Ah, no! Those strains which once floated from
your spirit-touched lips yet live! The music of a holy heart never dies; it lingers still amid the secret chambers
of the soul. Hushed it may be for a while by other and discordant sounds, but the Holy Spirit, the Christian's
Divine Remembrancer, will summon back those tones again, to soothe and tranquillize and cheer, perhaps in a darker
hour and in richer strains, some succeeding night of heart-grief: "I remember You upon my bed, and meditate
on You in the night watches."
But this season of night is signally descriptive of some periods in the history and experience of a child of God.
It reminds us of the period of soul-darkness which oftentimes overtakes the Christian pilgrim. "My servant
that walks in darkness and has no light," says God. Observe, he is still God's servant; he is the "child
of the light," though walking in darkness. Gloom spreads its mantle around him-a darkness that may be felt.
God's way with him is in the great deep: "You are a God that hides Yourself," is his mournful prayer.
The Holy Spirit is, perhaps, grieved-no visits from Jesus make glad his heart, he is brought in some small degree
into the blessed Savior's experience-"My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?" But, sorrowful pilgrim,
there is a bright light in this your cloud-turn your eye towards it; the darkness through which you are walking
is not judicial. Oh no! You are still a "child of the day," though it may be temporary night with your
spirit. It is the withdrawal but for "a little moment"-not the utter and eternal extinction-of the Sun
of Righteousness from your soul. You are still a child, and God is still a Father. "In a little wrath, I hid
my face from you for a moment; but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on you, says the Lord your Redeemer."
"Is Ephraim my dear son? Is he a pleasant child? For since I spoke against him I do earnestly remember him
still."
And what are seasons of affliction but as the night-time of the Christian. The night of adversity is often dark,
long, and tempestuous. The Lord frequently throws the pall of gloom over the sunniest prospect-touching His loved
child where that touch is the keenest felt. He knows the heart's idol-the temptation and the peril lying in our
path. He knows better far than we the chain that rivets us to some endangering object; He comes and draws the curtain
of night's sorrow around our way. He sends messenger after messenger. "Deep calls unto deep." He touches
us in our family-in our property-in our reputation-in our persons. And, oh, what a night of woe now spreads its
drapery of gloom around us!
But dark and often rayless for a time as are these various night-seasons of our pilgrimage, they have their harmonies.
They are provided by Him who "divides the light from the darkness"-alleviations and soothing, which can
even turn night into day, and bring the softest tones from the harshest discord. The strong consolations which
our God has laid up for those who love Him are so divine, so rich, so varied, that to overlook the provision in
the time of our sorrow seems an act of ingratitude darker even than the sorrow we deplore. It is in the heart of
God to comfort you, His suffering child. Ah! my reader, there is not a single midnight of your history-never so
dark as that midnight may be-for which God has not provided you a song, and in which there may not be such music
as human hand never awoke, and as human lip never breathed-the music that God only can create: "In the night
his song shall be with me."
30 January
Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring [it] to pass. - Psalm 37:5
When we consider the convolutions of life's future, how varied and undulating the path! It resembles in its windings
and its changes the serpentine course of a river, as it pursues its way-now suddenly disappearing behind jutting
rocks or towering headlands, now bursting into view again and rushing on, foaming and sparkling, through smiling
meadows and sunny slopes-then by some sudden course lost again to view-surely the believer will feel the need of
confidence in an invisible Hand to guide him through the labyrinth of his intricately tortuous way. This cloud
of mystery, enshrouding all the future from our view, bids us trust. Not a step can we take by sight. We cannot
even conjecture, much less decide, what the morrow will unfold in our history-what sweet sunbeam, shall illumine,
or what somber cloud shall shade our path. How veiled from sight the next bend of our path! But, just as the dark,
uncertain vista stands open to our view, our hearts all quaking for fear of what may transpire, Jesus meets us
and says, "Only believe-only trust my love, wisely, gently, safely to guide you through the wilderness, into
the good land that lies beyond."
The number, invisibility, and insidiousness of our spiritual foes-their combined power, and the surprise of their
incessant assaults-demands our trust in Jesus. Nothing is more unseen than the principalities and powers through
which we have to force our way to heaven. Satan is invisible-his agents unseen-moral evil veiled-our hearts a great
deep-the world masked; truly we have need to cling to, and confide in, Jesus, the Captain of our salvation, seeing
that "we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers
of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places," and that therefore we are to
take to ourselves the whole armor of God, remembering that "this is the victory that overcomes the world,
even our faith," or trust in Jesus.
The foreign source of all our supplies for the battle and the journey of life plead for our trust in Jesus. In
ourselves we have no resources. Grace is not natural to us, holiness is not innate, and our native strength is
but another term for utter impotence. Where, then, are supplies? All in Jesus. "It has pleased the Father
that in Him all fullness should dwell." "Who has blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly
places (things) in Christ." Christ is both the believer's armory and his granary. The weapons of our warfare
and the supplies of our necessities - all are in Christ. And the life we live as warriors and as pilgrims must
be a life of continuous coming to, and trusting in, a full Christ, an all-sufficient Savior. If as each morning
dawns, and before we gird ourselves for the conflict, the duties, and the trials of the day, we breathe from our
hearts to our Heavenly Father the prayer, "Give me, my Father, this day my daily bread; I look to You for
the wisdom that counsels me, for the power that keeps me, for the love that soothes me, for the grace that sanctifies
me, and for the presence that cheers me, now supply my need, and do unto me as seems good unto You," we should
experience the blessedness of living upon a Father's bounty, upon the Savior's grace, and upon the Spirit's love.
31 January
And he that sent me is with me: the Father hath not left me alone; for I do always those things that please him.
- John 8:29
Our Lord's was a solitary life. He mingled indeed with man, He labored for man, He associated with man, He loved
man; but He "trod the twine press alone, and of the people there was none with Him." And yet He was not
all alone. Creatures, one by one, had deserted His side, and left Him homeless, friendless, solitary-but there
was One, the consciousness of whose ever-clinging, ever-brightening, ever-cheering presence infinitely more than
supplied the lack. "Behold, the hour comes, yes, is now come, that you shall be scattered every man to his
own, and shall leave me alone; and yet I am not alone, because the Father is with me."
The disciples of Christ, like their Lord and Master, often feel themselves alone. The season of sickness, the hour
of bereavement, the period of trial, is often the occasion of increased depression from the painful consciousness
of the solitude and loneliness in which it is borne. The heavenly way we travel is more or less a lonely way. We
have at most but few companions. It is a "little flock," and only here and there we meet a traveler,
who, like ourselves, is journeying towards the Zion of God. As the way is narrow, trying, and humiliating to flesh,
but few, under the drawings of the Spirit, find it. If, indeed, true religion consisted in mere profession, then
there were many for Christ. But if the true travelers are men of broken heart, poor in spirit, who mourn for sin,
who know the music of the Shepherd's voice, who follow the Lamb, who delight in the throne of grace, and who love
the place of the cross, then there are but 'few' with whom the true saints journey to heaven in fellowship and
communion.
But not from these causes alone springs the sense of loneliness which the saints often feel. There is the separation
of loving hearts, and of kindred minds, and of intimate relationships, by the providential ordering and dealings
of God. The changes of this changing world-the alteration of circumstances-the removals to new and distant positions-the
wasting of disease, and the ravages of death, often sicken the heart with a sense of friendlessness and loneliness
which finds its best expression in the words of the Psalmist, "I watch, and am as a sparrow alone on the housetop."
But should we murmur at the solitary way along which our God is conducting us? Is it not His way and therefore
the best way? In love He gave us friends-in love He has removed them. In goodness He blessed us with health-in
goodness He has taken it away. And yet this is the way along which He is conducting us to glory. And shall we rebel?
Heaven is the home of the saints; "here we have no continuing city." And shall we repine that we are
in the right road to heaven? Christ, our heart's treasure, is there. And shall we murmur that the way that leads
us to it and to Himself is sometimes enshrouded with dark and mournful solitude? Oh, the distinguished privilege
of treading the path that Jesus walked in!
But the solitude of the Christian has its sweetness. The Savior tasted it when He said, "the Father has not
left me alone;" and all the lonely way that He traveled, He leaned upon God. And you cannot be in reality
alone, when you remember that Christ and you are one-that by His Spirit He dwells in the heart, and that therefore
He is always near to participate in each circumstance in which you may be placed. Your very solitude He shares;
with your sense of loneliness He sympathizes. You cannot be friendless, since Christ is your friend. You cannot
be relationless, since Christ is your brother. You cannot be unprotected, since Christ is your shield. Want you
an arm to lean upon? His is outstretched. Want you a heart to repose in? His invites you to its affection and its
confidence. Want you a companion to converse with? He welcomes you to His fellowship. Oh sweet solitude, sweetened
by such a Savior as this! Always present to comfort, to counsel, and to protect in times of trial, perplexity,
and danger.
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